well i am once again very sorry that i havent post my blog for the Longest time i am soooo sorry!!!
so what about me recently trying to forget the person i have likely for a long time find out it was very very hard. and than i saw him everything falls apart.
i have also spend alot of money recently for X'mas got kei a bass, rina a marshimaro, reiko and Von Dutch Hat and etc.........
someone took a look at y palm and said that i have a mind block for my inteelegence and i am born to be intellegenc and i am just not using it. i have someone that i shouldnt like and that i have money now and going to get more later..........um.............the preson that meant to be mine is out there doing okay and once he meet me he will do very good and i am his only love.
than i got w-inds dvd totally love it i start to love more to ryuichi than keita and i think it is a good thing since e and ryuichi are close alike. i just love ryuichi solo.
i saw my crush today and i just cant get over him that fast because he us just so good. and i have also got a dog and i love her her name is Kylie and i got her from my brother yesterday 21.12.04 and here is her picture and hope you enjoy my brief little update.

well i have a very very werid day i have recently turn into a nerd i dont watch tv i dont go on the internet much i only read read and read!!!! i am getting the stress now for the university thingy and i hate it and than something stupid about someone going after me creap me out lucky i have my close friends misa rina and kei here!!! my day just kiddah sucks i hope things get better tmr i still have to deal with the " want to date me guy" i donno what to do KEI just tell me to say "NO!!" well so i got that to solve and i think i will go read again thanks guys for looking at this werid blog!!!

Oh no almost forgot one important thing:
My name is ____Charmaine (mingy)
I ____Love Reiko.
Reiko is ____so cute and such a good little sister.
If I were alone in a room with Reiko, I would ____hug her so tight and wont let her go.
I think Reiko should ____come to canada and see me and hang out together.
Reiko needs ____ to be with me and stay with me in japan when i marry keita.
Reiko will never ____have problem because i will be there to solve it all.
I want to ____ go shopping and see wFl with Reiko.
When I think about Reiko, I ____get so happy and really want to see her.
Someday Reiko will ____become the most popular singer in the world.

i did one for rei rei and here is one for you to do from me:
My name is ____.
I ____ Mingy.
Mingy is ____.
If I were alone in a room with Mingy, I would ____.
I think Mingy should ____.
Mingy needs ____ .
Mingy will never ____.
I want to ____ Mingy.
When I think about Mingy, I ____.
Someday Mingy will ____.

omg omg i have finally make up my mind and come here to post. i want to post here for misha, rei rei, rina and all my friends out there. i love them are they are so cute so i think i ill work hard on posting here more and more often. So let start with something i am doing lately............... well i have been to school for like almost aweek since i got a very very bad flu but i stil went to school and get my homework and i catch up on every single things. what else yeah i am going shopping tmr i am so happy i am going to a shop that call H&M they have nice things and it is cheap!!!! i love shopping .

well what else can i type here oh yeah me and rin rin is writing a new story about our sisterhood that one exciting thing, the other good things is I AM GOING TO MARRY KEITA.T lol j/k just to wake you all up from my blab!!!

well but i am sure that i cant wait for w-inds new concert dvd i want to see their muscle and their talent * drolling* excuse me for that!!!

well i will type more later andd post up some new pic that for reading my boring blog!!!!

hi everyone this is my first time typing this in the public. since i think i was 14, so it will be around i think 4 years ago. i start to have dreaming aoubt a mystery guy. as the times goes by i grew up and so is the "dream guy". i always see his face in the dream but i can never remeber it clearly. everytime i dream of him we are doing something special, we meet in the water park 4 years ago and i start meeting him in the park and other place. he met my aunt and also my friends and i met his brother and sister and even friends. everytime, i dream of him something warm and special ahppen after the second time i met him in my dream we start to go out. yesterday nite i dream of him again, this time we are in china and we are traveling during the trip we are in danger twice and he protect me. i donno how to explain this but it is like i am sooner or later going to meet him and i will have the exactly same feeling if i have now!!i feel so comfortable and safe with him. i know i can trust him, also he will always be there to protect me. that is the feeling i have for him!! i will tell you all more, i got to go and do something now!!! thanks for listening!

Time passes by very fast it have already been august. yesterday nite after i give up convincing rina togo to the m ovie. Kafy call me, and we went to Demetre for some ice- cream, we start talking about the life we have recently, and we start to talk about how much we miss the time when me kafy and nicole have so much fun together. and we talk about some other litlte thing, the next things you know was that nicole call after her work kafy was worry about me and told me it was nicole and i was like it is okay tell her that i am here too i dont really care, so we try to ask hehr out but she cant make it. it is so weird that we have plan to get together this saturday.

so that night i start to talk to nicole, it does feel kinda weird talking to her after what have happen but i think it is a good thing to be friends again and i donno how far we will get this time but at least it is a good start. thing might not go well on saturday it might go realy well it all depend, i wont think alot about things and just enjoy myself. no matter what things trun out maybe that faith and i will just accept it.